I feel the same pain. If small things like tools used to make you happy you might need some outside support rather than another compound. I am looking forward to seeing your blood results. I started testosterone replacement three months into my own journey and have not had a truly bad day since. Low testosterone can definitely flatten you. I began at 380 pounds and 52 percent body fat. People told me to wait until I had less body fat but that turned out to be wrong. My estradiol is balanced, red blood cell count and hematocrit are fine, and I have added muscle while in a big calorie deficit and lost a lot of fat with tirzepatide. The body recomposition is real. My libido is very high, blood pressure is normal without medication, and it has made a big difference. Still, track your macros. When I feel flat it is usually because I am eating far too little because of the GLP effects. Laughter helps a lot so I go to stand-up nights and watch comedy shows.