I want to make sure liver cancer doesn't end my life.
I've updated my profile to the look I'm aiming for, hoping it pushes me forward each time I check. I also have a herniated disc and doctors say dropping weight will ease the fat buildup in my lower back muscles. Avoiding pain is a major reason for me since it's bothered me for years. There are a few nice t-shirts I've bought that still don't fit and I try them on now and then, looking forward to wearing them out. I'd also like to look decent in a fitted knitted jumper instead of feeling lumpy. I'm tired of oversized clothes to cover everything up. What drives you or what goals do you have? Being honest, what I really want is to feel at ease and proud of my own body instead of insecure all the time.